Sunday, March 30, 2008

Yayy! I'm happy today. Haha. Although i'm most probably gna get SLAUGHTERED tml by the teachers after a whole lot of mugging and chionging ltr tonight (really don't see the point if i'm gna get slaughtered anyways. -.-) Pretty unfair if you think about it. Work throughout the night and get accused of slacking the next day by the teachers. But oh well, its understandable since the situation calls for it. Not to mention imperfect knowledge!

BUT! It doesn't matter anymore. Cus i'm happy today. I guess that's really what happens with us and God. Like there was this time early during the year that clinging unto God really took my mind off all the consquences and concern over results and stuff. It was all about doing my best, carrying out my responsibility and most of all, having a proper attitude that honours Him. Indeed I really began to understood what it meant to trust in God and not worry. Its a really wonderful period to tell you the truth. But somehow along the way, it went down slope for me. I'm really not cut out for this JC and all e current responsibilities thing.

But hey! I'm happy today. Very! And it'd probably carry over to the next week or so. Maybe longer! Probably part of my experiential memories forever. A happy thought into my happy memory bank. =]] Hope that the other person's happy too. I actually learnt how to make them cus of that. Never again though! Unless, of course, if its about improving upon what I've already done unto perfection. Glad you liked it though! =))

I'm happy today. Today, my world is filled with flowers, bright gay colours and rainbows.
*happy thoughts, happy thoughts... =))*

Word of the Day; 7:15 PM

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Argh! I'm so irritated! Got 24th position for x-country today. Grr. Should have changed my running style a bit! 4 short to contributing a competitive point to Aquila. How irritating. And gosh did I really push myself like nuts today. Everyone's all so chiongster man, so FAST. Like seriously omg. Okay, so its more of a combination between them fast and me slow. But the fastest guy was this J1 kid who went in 16 minutes odd? for 4.4km. Nuts. I'm like... what? 19 minutes??.. man am I lousy! SO gna keep running till I hit my goal. *rawrs!*

Gotta start doing intervals already! And more importantly, gotta start studying! Away from me you distracting PSP! Preparing for NAFA, Sports Day, Wushu Qi Ti Chuan and PRELIMS 1! Can I make it?? I don't know! Maybe I should have considered retaining... J1s! STUDY WHILE ITS NOT TOO LATE!

Eh its probably not too late for me either. But to get all As? Or even Bs?... Sigh. I dunno man... I dunno. Opportunity cost.

Question is, what will it cost?.. and how much. -Saturdays and Sundays, a real dilemma-
GottA start managing my time real well, or I'm so seriously screwed... PRIORITISE BABE~!! *AZA AZA, FIGHTING!*

Oh, and happy bday Ji Soo!

Word of the Day; 2:26 AM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Woohoo! Block tests are over! (please go over to marla's blog for a pictorial expression of how happy we all are) Since then I've started getting back my dreams again. For some reason I don't dream much. I mean, I can literally count the number of different dreams that I had in my whole 18 years with both hands and feet. Discluding the freakky recurring dream that I had when I was young that counts as one.

And having just woke up from slumber, I hurriedly rush online to blog about my dream that is starting to get slightly vague and blurry already. But the point is, I had an awesome dream! Dreamt of Louis, Boonping, and probably a couple of other shorter people that I can't remember anymore. I remember them because in my dream, we were in school, but at some totally unknown scenic section of the school and inside some REALLY cool building. Like it was all marble and stuff, those green marble with swirly patterns. So what happened is that we started exploring the house and boy was it cool! Or it would have been if it had been real. The scenery outside was breath taking, with coconut trees swaying in the distant horizon. (plus I think we were near the seaside cus of the Hawaii type theme - brown leave thatched roofs and stuff like that. very kampong resort -) I think it was a cloudy day too. But back to exploring the house, I went up this flight of marble stairs that went 3 landings up leading to an open single squarish bathtub! Like those jacuzzi kinda bathtubs. And it was all made of marble with taps and stuff. The cool thing about it was its architecture. Its really hard to describe, but maybe I'll sketch it out and post it! Probably not though. But its still cool! To me anyway.

So anyway, I went to find boonping and louis to tell them about the awesome finding that I had, and went back downstairs. Oh, the reason why I remembered them two was because the ceiling of the first floor was really low, so we all had to bend our heads and we we're like complaining to each other about that. (Eh, blame my dreams for their unique, asymmetrical and absurd style.) But yeah! Althought dimensionally incorrect, when I entered into the other rooms which the other two explored, somehow the ceiling expanded again. Oh well. So they two were talking about the bedroom and someother hall or living room thingy with a open stairs, TV and sofa that I went to explore, and I was thinking, gosh! We can just all stay here forever! And its like in school. Oh and I think there was a pool outside if I'm not mistaken! So I was like super excited and happy over the prospect of being able to camp in this school house cum dream resort (geddit? geddit? Punny!) talking about plans to hide in the government owned house without getting caught and going out to play at night when the school closes and etc etc... but then I woke up soooo... yeah. But it was a happy dream! ^^ Yayness! (stickman punching the air with both hands)

Word of the Day; 11:47 AM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Aw man... if anyone tells you that going for a run would refresh you, their lying! Either that or I'm getting weak.. I think it's probably a bit of both. Foolishly, I held unto that misconception and went for a run, thinking that I'd be refresh and ready to do some serious mugging for chemistry~! little did I know that my refreshing run had me crippled and immobilised.. well initially anyway. But gosh the horseshoe area that we're gna be running at for cross country is really scenic! Especially at dawn, dusk and night. really really beautiful. I really liked it! Silent, serene and solicitous. A timely good time for reflecting and delving into deep thought while running that ominous yet peculiar stretch of road engulfed by an eerie aura of moonlight cum distant streetlamps. A thoroughly picturesque sight to behold! -Of course, its gotta be those emo, sentimental and morbid kinda pictorial still life scenes.-

Will definitely run there at least thrice a week. ^^ I wonder how long I ran though. I know I ran for an hour non-stop, so I'm estimating 9 km? Okay, so I JOGGED. -.-

OH! and I just learnt some really awesome piano trick from what's-his-name? I usually call him 'hey' or 'hello'... I don't believe it.. I really forgot his name!! Omgomgomg. This has gotta be temporal. Brain drain from all the RUNNING. (Liars!) Ehh, but the point is, I think I learnt that trick whereby if you press any key discluding the flats, ie any white keys, it'd sound nice! Gackt did it once and my sister thought he was super pro. Then my bro did it and suddenly its all just a trick. But its an undoubtedly neat trick though!

Hmm.. after tml's chemistry test, its kinda over for block test. I think I flunked. -.- Especially for maths. damnit. Well, I don't intent to flunk chemistry tml though! I shall study hard from today onwards! and it's not those kinda resolutions that are meant to be broken too. I'm SCARED! Like, --CFC is eating up the ozone layer and causing cancer to people while the deforestation is taking place at a rate exceeding replacement rate and China's pollution woes are one day gna totally trash the environment, global warming-- kinda scared. yessiree! Just looking at the varsity competition these days... omg man, I think it was a mistake to enter into JC! But I guess it isn't too late if I start working hard now. Well I keep telling myself that though. But just as I said, its a resolution I intend to keep! With God's help of course. I realise spiritual life and life in general has a proportionate trend. Mmm.

Rambles rambles. Okay! Time to shower and mug! Oh. mas selamat still hasn't been captured. Hmm. I begin to doubt Singapore's security effectiveness. UNLESS!!!... :O okays!

Word of the Day; 8:57 PM

Hey hey! Thank God. =]] And so sorry.
Maybe I'll thank you again in the near future? =) I think I will. I think I < 3 you

Word of the Day; 6:08 PM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Hello.
I think I need a best friend..

Word of the Day; 12:40 AM